I am not going to elaborate on it anymore because I don't want to lose face
Watching it just put me in this dark place where I will never know what the answer will be unless I actually ask which doesn't sit well with me because 1) I'm (finally!) currently in this stage where I am comfortable not communicating and 2) even if I have the chance to ask, I am totally not the kind of person to ask about it. Not that I'm a prude but I am quite confident about it but this TV series messed with my freakin' head and I'm not even halfway through season 1 (I'm on episode 3)!
I love Courteney Cox because, hello, she's Monica Bing and to be honest, the series' story is somewhat relevant but if you seriously, seriously love your relatively young, single mom-self, do not watch Cougar Town...well, not if you have the insecurities of a high school girl like me but if you're really confident with your "skills set", then, yeah, go ahead and watch it. See if I care. (I will.)
PS. This wouldn't have happened if I went on to watch Suits instead.