I. AM. A. FAILURE.
I smoked 2 sticks of cigarettes today just 'cause I am a weakling. I AM A FAILURE!!!
Now, though, my chest feels heavy. I guess my body's telling me to stop, too.
Anyway, this relapse won't stop me from going after this particular goal. I know I can do this despite the setback. I just have to remind myself why I'm actually doing this every time I feel the urge to smoke.
Two sticks against how many usually?
ReplyDelete5-10, depends on how toxic my day is.
DeleteNot bad. Not a weakling.
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