In this point in time, I shouldn't be affected by the way words come out of his mouth...

I know, I know. It's been, what? Almost 2 years but I still can't see through the deeper meaning of what he's saying. Pikon gets the better of me most of the time. Then after a 2-hour fight, that's when I realize what he's really saying.

Even after PSI, I can't seem to change my mindset towards what he's saying. I still get too emotional first before I see how I need to interpret his words.