The past few days have been really emotional for me and with roughly 16 hours until the (supposedly) happiest day of the year, I'm still here, sulking in the corner of my room, crying to myself. I don't know why I cannot turn everything around like I used to do. It's so hard, everything is hurting. My head, my heart, my back, everything. Plus, it sucks to wake up every morning trying my hardest to ignore certain people and worrying that my boyfriend might break up with me any time.
There's one thing I can look forward to, though. It's Brianna's first Christmas. I think, for tonight, I am going to pour all my energy to that thought so all the bad ones can take the back seat for a while.
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