In addition pala to the randoms things in my head...

Random thing in my head #4: I wanna go back to work even if they don't want me to work ('cause I might get tired or something). I wanna go back to work because there, my mind becomes preoccupied with stuff that are - surprisingly - not stressful enough for me to think about it the whole day/night. I don't think about how I'll go about with our situation and I don't think about how the hell I'm going to convince them that being with him is actually a good thing. It's not that I want to turn my back on my responsibilities. It's just that I don't want to stress myself out over these things. I wanna be happy always. Because I am! ☺