#2

Shave my head bald.

Spanish 101

Tejada in Spanish is "laid".

De Leon in Spanish is "the lion".

Does Tejada-De Leon mean "laid by the lion"?

Funny thought, ain't it?

Sakto e.

#1

Meet Chris Brown in person.

My bucket list

I will be making my own bucket list.

All items on this list shall be realistic.

I will try to make all items realistic 'cause right now, I have Threesome-with-Chuck-Bass-and-Troy-Bolton running in my mind.

Isang mabilis...

Was talking to the Big Boss a while ago about me and my relationship with Bry. She kept on telling me that the previous relationship he was in was a dare he took. (FYI, Big Boss and Bry are close) That what Bry is looking for in a girl is simplicity and someone who isn't loud (palengkera), unlike her.

First, am I the "simple" girl Bry wants that's why she told me all these? (Well, I don't wear plunging necklines and loud colors, anyway, so MAYBE!)

Second, is it that much obvious that I hate the other girl so much? I mean, why did she tell me that Bry didn't like the other girl, right?

Wala lang. Just a thought. I'mma keep this entry hanging 'cause even I don't understand what just happened.

Is it just me?

I am afraid to sneeze or cough or do something "extreme" because I might stress "it" out.

Crazy, right?

Baaaaaad. :((

I have this weird bad feeling. Like a kutob but not quite...

Okay, maybe it is kutob...

...or tamang hinala. I dunno which one.

Noted.

Weird thing...

I want to take photos right now. Those I'm-with-my-friends-and-we're-having-fun photos, not the boring ones that you hope will be put up in some gallery and people will buy it for a million bucks...

Now that I think about it, I really need the money...

Found this in the internet. ♥

DAMN YOU, INTERNET CONNECTION!

Wrote a blog entry where I poured my ass out. Nag-error! Pota.

Edit: The draft wasn't even saved! Tangina. I hate our internet connection...

Tama ka nga, Jill.

I was editing the photo that I put up in here (see annoying princess photo on the right side of screen) in Picnik.com a while ago. After editing, I went on to delete the photo and this pop-up box came out:


Jill pointed out that when you use the word "forever", you create such drama in the things that you will say, like this one.

Wala lang, naalala ko lang.

You are the cutest couple! :s

Changed blog layout...

...'Cause I discovered Blogger now has an easier way to edit the layouts! Yay Blogger!

Panalo...

In addition pala to the randoms things in my head...

Random thing in my head #4: I wanna go back to work even if they don't want me to work ('cause I might get tired or something). I wanna go back to work because there, my mind becomes preoccupied with stuff that are - surprisingly - not stressful enough for me to think about it the whole day/night. I don't think about how I'll go about with our situation and I don't think about how the hell I'm going to convince them that being with him is actually a good thing. It's not that I want to turn my back on my responsibilities. It's just that I don't want to stress myself out over these things. I wanna be happy always. Because I am! ☺

Since, I've started with my immature 21-year-old rants, I might as well share how immature I am.

I am so immature...

...I don't go to work when I don't feel like it.
...I give lame ass reasons to my boss when I don't want to go to work.
...I go to work but I only pretend to work when I get lazy.
...I stay longer in the pantry when I am pissed/bored/sleepy.
...I leave home without telling my parents where I'm off.
...I give some other reasons to my parents when I feel like telling them I'm going out.
...I drink my ass off whenever I get the chance.
...I smoke every 15 minutes, it annoys the hell out of my bosses.
...I cry when I'm hurt/stressed/afraid/lonely/annoyed/frustrated.
...I get jealous over the smallest things.
...I get jealous over every girl that looks at my boyfriend.
...I get annoyed at her for being her.
...I want things to go my way. All. The. Time.
...I don't want to accept the things that I don't benefit from.

Might add more to this list, check it out from time to time... HAHAHAHA! :))

Boyfriend weather is here...

This must be a good thing.

It would've been if the boyfriend were here and

not stranded with someone I don't want him to be with.

Sucks balls.

I hate you, Basyang.

Random things in my head...

Since the day we knew, I've had things running through my mind non-stop. I am sooooo damn happy about this. This is the greatest blessing one could ever have, don't get me wrong. It's just that sometimes (most of the time), my immature 21-year-old selfish self gets to me. I know I should not be thinking too much and not give myself too much stress but these really drive me (and Bry) crazy every night. So, just so I could get these things off my mind even just for a second, here goes the list:

Random thing in my head #1: I am not YET ready to settle down. I sure want to but I feel like unless all other things are settled down, I won't yet. Get it? But like what I tell Bry every time, I think that this "decision" is not possible since I am not only deciding for myself anymore but for other people as well. Pero don't get me wrong (again). I just want every thing to be ironed out before settling down. And I do want to tie the knot before due date.

Random thing in my head #2: I want everyone (my parents) to accept him. And soon. I mean, I love him. What can anyone else do, right? Plus, I want him to be a part of this journey because he really should be.

Commercial (immature 21-year-old self speaking): Kendall and Kylie Kardashian are soooooo pretty... Okay, done.

Random thing in my head #3: I have this tampo on my mom. She should be the one who's comforting me and standing right beside me, telling my dad that the situation with Bry should be resolved ASAP. She should be the one who's telling me that everything will be okay and that she'll be with me every step of the way. I know she'll be doing that but I hope she'd at least say it 'cause right now, I don't even feel it from her.

Okay, I realized that these are the three major things that run in my head. All other things revolve around these.

So anyway, I should not be stressing myself over these because it is not good for me or anyone else, for that matter. I dunno how I'll keep these off my mind but I should. Any suggestions?

♥

Life is cruel. CRUEL, I TELL YOU!

First, this:


Now this:

The biggest announcement will be made this Sunday.

I hope it goes well.