Damn it, Clark and Leah!

So I just finished rewatching On the Wings of Love again and can I just say that I've always wanted to do this on my wedding day since I was in gradeschool:

and now that you two got married before I did, people would think I copied this from you guys because I've got the OJD all the JaDine fans have and I can't have that...

To find a man who'll do the same for me...

This particular write-up about Iya Villania and Drew Arellano's wedding made me tear up a bit. Okay, technically, Drew made me cry. #BadBoyKa

But know this: in this journey, I will hold your hand, I will always be there. So, don’t be afraid to follow your dreams, and all the sacrifices, I will bear. (Arellano, 2014)

"...and all the sacrifices, I will bear."

I know it's totally not fair but to find a man who'll even try to do just that... That's the dream.

Wedding-related question...

I am not getting married anytime soon. I am not even in a(n actual) relationship right now but this thought has been "bothering" me these past few nights:

When I get married, should I still wear a white gown?

I know I have pegs posted here before (when I was still ecstatic to get married - but hey, things change) but when I thought about it a couple of days ago, as per the Catholic and practically every tradition known to man, white gowns are worn by virgins and clearly, I am not one.

So... Yeah.

(I'm having a hard time closing blog entries lately, I don't know why.)

Candid face

One of the things that have been bothering me about planning my wedding is the photos, mainly because I don't take pretty candid photos. I mean, that's what pre-nups and wedding photos are all about, right? If I don't find a photographer that will make me look decent in my candid wedding photos, well, that's just sad...

Here comes the bride...

Here comes the bride... by aletotski featuring hi top sneakers

I don't know if I will still change my mind regarding this but for as long as I can remember, I wanted to have a beach wedding (which seems far fetch now because according to a lot of people, the Catholic Church isn't allowing beach/garden weddings anymore) that has a blue and cream motif. I just can't choose the perfect blue that I want but the one posted there is almost it.

The gown has always been like that in my mind. Simple. I don't want any of those tulle and train yadda yadda and I definitely don't like a ball gown. As much as I would want to feel like a princess, I wouldn't want to have a hard time walking after the ceremony so ball gowns are definitely out.

I am still not convinced with the hair. I don't actually want an updo on my wedding day. I want it flowing on my back but I don't think my having black hair is going to work with that look. I mean, only blondes can pull that off. Right?

The Chucks part, though, is final. I will never ever torture myself with a pair of high-heeled shoes even if it is for my wedding and I don't want to go through the hassle of changing shoes on a very busy day so I am definitely walking down the aisle in those babies. I have to convince my groom to wear a pair of Chucks, too.

Okay, here's a much, much better look at the Blair Waldorf wedding gown...

Here's the write-up: http://news.instyle.com/2011/11/16/blair-waldorf-wedding-dress-designer-vera-wang/ 

The gown is Vera Wang. Fine.

I am looking something else on Tumblr (GG-related) and all it does is show me Blair's wedding gown over and over again...

Here's a better angle of the Blair Waldorf wedding gown.

Ooh! This is purdy, Blair. PEG!

The Kets Wedding.

Aristotle Tapay - Marylyn Si Nuptials

July 11, 2011

San Guillermo Church

Club Balai Isabel

Talisay, Batangas

This might just be the wedding of the year for me. Like everyone else, I was waiting for this wedding to happen. My reason being this couple has been an inspiration for me. I wanted to be a witness of their vows of unending love for one another and for the Lord. Being the crybaby that I am I cried almost the whole time. I was so touched and inspired by this wedding. I love these two to bits. I am thankful they invited me to their wedding.

What does "Fun Casual" mean?

I talked to a friend from my previous job and the attire at the wedding came up. She said that the bride - my former boss - wanted her guests to come in fun casual attire, with yellow, pink and orange as motif. Both my friend and I were confused with what fun casual meant so we both will be going in long, flowing dresses just to be safe. And since it is (sort of) a beach wedding, I guess it will be okay to wear slippers. She said casual, right? Slippers can dress down even the most extravagant attire. I think.

So I came up with these 2 pegs for what I'd want to wear to the wedding. Again, these are just pegs because the actual items cost more than everything I own. I am not being overly dramatic. A pair of one of those sandals cost 20 friggin' thousand pesos. I mean, really? ANYWAY...

So, what do you think? I am not a girly girl and I don't mix pieces well so I'm sorry if these are nakakaumay, at the very least.

How to do my hair and make-up, now that's a different story.

Note: I got the website Polyvore from http://heytherejillilah.blogspot.com.

HELLO, LAW OF ATTRACTION! WE MEET AGAIN!

This melted my heart.

I saw these in one of my high school teacher's Facebook account and I am soooo touched by it.

The woman was a teacher in Algebra in high school and all those years in HS, I thought she was already married. Then a few weeks ago, my sister broke the news that she was getting married and at first I thought she was just celebrating her 50th anniversary with her husband. The renewal of vows blah BUT NO! She was getting married for the first time! I was in total shock because back then, she was already old (which makes her oldER now) but she still tied the knot. And not just any wedding, IT WAS A CHURCH WEDDING.

Damn, my heart is soooo happy for her.

There's still hope.

This makes it official.

Bry and I were having the conversation whether I was invited to my former bosses' wedding on July a couple of weeks ago. I bought my dress for the event already even if I was not sure if I'm invited. It might sound assuming but my boss asked me to come but wasn't officially in their guestlist yet so I got a dress already even without the confirmation. I kept on bugging Bry to ask her if I am really invited (as I haven't picked out my shoes and accessories yet) and now, here's the confirmation.






So I guess I'm buying myshoes and accessories now... Help, please?


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I've always wanted my hair to look like this in my wedding when I saw it on Vanessa Hudgens. True story.

Honeymoon room peg.

*sigh*

OHMYGODTHISPICTURE!

Peg. Again.

Another peg...

I had a weird dream two nights ago...

I can't remember the exact details of my dream even the next morning, though.

Anyway, in my dream, Bry proposed with an engagement ring with this huge-ass diamond on it. I mean, HUGE. Also in the same dream was our wedding. As I've previously said, I can't remember the details (e.g. motif, who were there, etc) but I remember giving him my wedding vows and him, giving his wedding vows. I also remember him wearing the wedding ring on my finger. The ring was really really simple but it had a lot of small diamonds on it.

I don't know what that dream means (and I can't research now because the connection's fucked up) but I'm pretty sure it has something to do with huge changes that I am anticipating to happen like actually living with Bry under the same roof.