It really pays to believe in the Law of Attraction. Even if it takes a long time, you can be sure that the Universe will deliver.
Just an hour ago, I received a sign from the Universe that instantly - and I mean INSTANTLY - made me smile like an idiot. I've been waiting for another chance with him and now, here it is, delivered on a silver platter.
I love how these things happen just when I'm almost convinced there's no chance in hell they'll happen.
Now, I have to send out enough positive vibes for plans to actually push through and for him to go.
Yes, I've been home a hell of lot in the past few months, I need to go out and soon. Sorry, but this really got me so excited, even I think I might be turning into a loon.
Tuesday, June 25, 2013
Friday, June 21, 2013
Proof of how awesome God and the Universe are.
I tweeted these a few days ago:
And you know what God and the Universe gave me just a few hours ago? A full-time, homebased job with a freakin' book publisher! How cool are God and the Universe? If that's not gonna make you believe that some cosmic being is on our beck and call, I don't know what will.
And you know what God and the Universe gave me just a few hours ago? A full-time, homebased job with a freakin' book publisher! How cool are God and the Universe? If that's not gonna make you believe that some cosmic being is on our beck and call, I don't know what will.
SAS-MIA Game 7
I am not really into basketball as much as those hardcore fanatics are but I understand the game. Having said that, I've been a Spurs "fan" since 2003. I rarely watch their games, yes, but I always watch the games that mattered. I would cheer them on and trash talk my ex-boyfriend, his brother, my cousin and practically every single one of my friends because they really hate San Antonio for some reason. That and they're hardcore Kobe/Lakers supporters and if you know me enough, you'd know I hate Kobe with a burning passion only because he's sooooo good. Yes, I'm weird like that.
Whatever they say, though, that "tanders" team still delivers. Look at where they are now...or rather an hour ago. At the finals, game 7, down 7 points. Not too bad for a team with rather old players, don't you think? Plus, with the old school plays they run, effective parin!
I don't think I'm changing teams anytime soon. These guys are the epitome of oldies but goodies... But I think I really need to watch more basketball games, not only the NBA. PBA, Filoil, UAAP, NCAA, barangay leagues... I feel I come off as a trying-hard basketball fan on Twitter whenever I tweet anything basketball-related. Not that I care what people say about me... Dama ko lang sa sarili ko na ang poser ko minsan (madalas). Hahaha!
I really have to say this, though: MANU BENTA!
Oo, bitter ako.
Whatever they say, though, that "tanders" team still delivers. Look at where they are now...or rather an hour ago. At the finals, game 7, down 7 points. Not too bad for a team with rather old players, don't you think? Plus, with the old school plays they run, effective parin!
I don't think I'm changing teams anytime soon. These guys are the epitome of oldies but goodies... But I think I really need to watch more basketball games, not only the NBA. PBA, Filoil, UAAP, NCAA, barangay leagues... I feel I come off as a trying-hard basketball fan on Twitter whenever I tweet anything basketball-related. Not that I care what people say about me... Dama ko lang sa sarili ko na ang poser ko minsan (madalas). Hahaha!
I really have to say this, though: MANU BENTA!
Oo, bitter ako.
Thursday, June 20, 2013
Tuesday, June 18, 2013
Need to get off this plateau.
I've been stuck in a rut for quite some time now and I obviously want out. One Saturday night while reading the first few pages of The Fault In Our Stars, I suddenly had the urge to build my vision board so I can have some sort of direction as to where I am actually going. I searched for an illustration board in the house and when I didn't find one, I decided the blank wall at the foot of my bed would do a great job holding my visual inspirations:
Obviously, it's not finished yet. That's just 4 out of the 10 million things I want to have in my life so I still have a long way to go when it comes to my vision wall. And yes, two Miranda Kerr photos because I would just love for my body to look like her body, okay? Anyway, I should be able to finish the wall by the end of the week. The most important part of the board is there, anyway:
If you're planning to make your own board, that statement is an important part of it.
Anyway, I also started writing my gratitude journal:
Yes, after 2 years and 7 months, I finally got around to building the habit of writing on it every night, before I start reading my book of the day. Also, I am in no way being asked to post about Shell but the family always gas up there and that's the reason why I have this notebook. I might wrap it with something prettier soon, though. I have a lot of free notebooks from all the bazaars I went to and have been a part of, I have finally found a way to use them!
I know a lot of people find these habits weird but they work for me. They do not only help me keep myself on the right track, they also help me get going. Based on experience, too, these actually made some "wishes" come true so I am totally sticking to these techniques. If all else fails (which I know they won't), the positive vibes these techniques give me at the start and the end of the day is enough for me to hang on to them.
If you're planning to make your own board, that statement is an important part of it.
Anyway, I also started writing my gratitude journal:
Yes, after 2 years and 7 months, I finally got around to building the habit of writing on it every night, before I start reading my book of the day. Also, I am in no way being asked to post about Shell but the family always gas up there and that's the reason why I have this notebook. I might wrap it with something prettier soon, though. I have a lot of free notebooks from all the bazaars I went to and have been a part of, I have finally found a way to use them!
I know a lot of people find these habits weird but they work for me. They do not only help me keep myself on the right track, they also help me get going. Based on experience, too, these actually made some "wishes" come true so I am totally sticking to these techniques. If all else fails (which I know they won't), the positive vibes these techniques give me at the start and the end of the day is enough for me to hang on to them.
Friday, June 14, 2013
Felt the need to post this everywhere.
Reposted from the Thought Catalog website (http://thoughtcatalog.com/2013/why-you-stick-with-someone-not-good-enough/)
Thursday, June 13, 2013
Yes, Size Matters.
I'm not really a fan of burgers. I don't know why but they just don't appeal to me. Especially those that are being served in fast food restaurants. Now, don't call me a hypocrite just yet 'cause I admit, I eat them every once in a while. I just don't crave for one ever, nor are they on the top of my mind whenever somebody asks me "San tayo kakain?".
Enter this Size Matters poster:
NOW I WANT A FRIGGIN' BURGER! LOOK AT THOSE BACON, I'D TRADE ANYTHING FOR BACON. FOR REAL. And could you just take a second to look at that cheese steak sandwich?! Pure perfection. Ugh. Now I'm hungry and I just finished a bag of Potchi. *sigh* Pig mode: On.
I'm not entirely sure if there's another branch of Size Matters now open in the Metro but I do know they're opening at SM North The Block soon. I'd go all the way there if that's the only branch they'll open here.
I seriously cannot wait. I'm sure that after seeing those, you can't, too.
Edit (June 17, 2013): So there's a Size Matters branch in BF Paranaque, along President's Avenue near 7-11. Saw it when I was there last Saturday and I would've eaten there if it wasn't closed that time. Ugh. Burger gods, help me get my hands on even just one burger. I swear, I'll eat burger more if that's what you want me to do.
Also, I hope they open a branch somewhere here in the East. I mean, they have one in South and another branch opening in the North. Might as well open one here, too. Like in that new place in Kapitolyo, where the old Rizal Municipal Hall used to stand.
Enter this Size Matters poster:
NOW I WANT A FRIGGIN' BURGER! LOOK AT THOSE BACON, I'D TRADE ANYTHING FOR BACON. FOR REAL. And could you just take a second to look at that cheese steak sandwich?! Pure perfection. Ugh. Now I'm hungry and I just finished a bag of Potchi. *sigh* Pig mode: On.
I'm not entirely sure if there's another branch of Size Matters now open in the Metro but I do know they're opening at SM North The Block soon. I'd go all the way there if that's the only branch they'll open here.
I seriously cannot wait. I'm sure that after seeing those, you can't, too.
Edit (June 17, 2013): So there's a Size Matters branch in BF Paranaque, along President's Avenue near 7-11. Saw it when I was there last Saturday and I would've eaten there if it wasn't closed that time. Ugh. Burger gods, help me get my hands on even just one burger. I swear, I'll eat burger more if that's what you want me to do.
Also, I hope they open a branch somewhere here in the East. I mean, they have one in South and another branch opening in the North. Might as well open one here, too. Like in that new place in Kapitolyo, where the old Rizal Municipal Hall used to stand.
Tuesday, June 11, 2013
The Key to the Law of Attraction
I've been a firm believer of the Law of Attraction since I first encountered it last 2010. I've never felt so responsible and it's changed me in ways I couldn't really explain to non-believers and to those who don't want to believe it. I stopped blaming others whenever I feel bad and I started becoming happy for the achievements of other people... It's so liberating, I tell you.
With that said, I've a few things to say: The Law of Attraction might be borderline superstitious to a lot of people who are skeptics but that doesn't mean you can make things up when you know that deep down inside, it's never ever gonna happen. The Law of Attraction will get the universe moving towards those things that you firmly believe is going to happen. The beauty of it is the universe actually knows when you are lying to yourself. So when you send your requests out, the universe also gets a hold of your emotions, your thoughts and everything that it needs to fulfill what it is you really want.
Let's say, you want a car. You send that out to the universe but in your head you keep on saying "I don't have a job" and in your heart you feel so depressed about not having a job, then you can be sure that the universe won't grant your wish.
Getting whatever it is that you want entails positive vibes and honesty to one's self. Declaring things to the universe that you don't actually believe is true is just, well, lying. It's a simple as that.
Why did I feel the need to explain how Law of Attraction works? Well, I got word that the babydaddy has been inviting people in my clan to "our" non-existent wedding. I know he's just attracting it but I think he doesn't know that lying to himself won't get him anywhere and lying to other people is just plain wrong. I mean, everyone's been taught the same thing in GMRC and Religion/Christian Living, right? (For a person who grew up in a "sarado Katoliko" family, he tends to lie a lot.)
With that said, I've a few things to say: The Law of Attraction might be borderline superstitious to a lot of people who are skeptics but that doesn't mean you can make things up when you know that deep down inside, it's never ever gonna happen. The Law of Attraction will get the universe moving towards those things that you firmly believe is going to happen. The beauty of it is the universe actually knows when you are lying to yourself. So when you send your requests out, the universe also gets a hold of your emotions, your thoughts and everything that it needs to fulfill what it is you really want.
Let's say, you want a car. You send that out to the universe but in your head you keep on saying "I don't have a job" and in your heart you feel so depressed about not having a job, then you can be sure that the universe won't grant your wish.
Getting whatever it is that you want entails positive vibes and honesty to one's self. Declaring things to the universe that you don't actually believe is true is just, well, lying. It's a simple as that.
Why did I feel the need to explain how Law of Attraction works? Well, I got word that the babydaddy has been inviting people in my clan to "our" non-existent wedding. I know he's just attracting it but I think he doesn't know that lying to himself won't get him anywhere and lying to other people is just plain wrong. I mean, everyone's been taught the same thing in GMRC and Religion/Christian Living, right? (For a person who grew up in a "sarado Katoliko" family, he tends to lie a lot.)
Thursday, June 6, 2013
Friday.
As a teenager, I have always loved Fridays. It's the day when I get off school early, hangout with my friends, catch a movie, meet-up with my boyfriend, watch basketball games, whatever have you. You might say that Saturday is a much better day 'cause I can enjoy the whole day doing all those things but back in the day (yes, I feel I'm that old), Saturdays are for choir practices. Sure, I can hangout after practice but it seems like it's never as fun and as exciting as Friday...at least for me.
Now, at 24 years old, I dread Fridays. It's the day of the week when I expect someone to call me up, asking if I wanted to have a couple rounds of beers (or coffee). It's the day when looking at my Twitter and Instagram feed makes me want to bang my head to the wall. It's the day when I force myself to sleep really early. I know I have a kid and all but that doesn't mean I should stop living my (single) life, does it?
I know what you're going to say: I should just ask someone - anyone - out and I probably should but the problem with that is it seems like almost all of the people I want to be with on a Friday night would rather be with someone else. That, or they're too far away from the place where I wanna hangout (I can't adjust as of the moment, I don't have the financial capacity to just yet).
If it isn't obvious yet, I'm not really looking forward to tomorrow. There might be a turn of events, yes, but I'm not entirely counting on it.
Now, at 24 years old, I dread Fridays. It's the day of the week when I expect someone to call me up, asking if I wanted to have a couple rounds of beers (or coffee). It's the day when looking at my Twitter and Instagram feed makes me want to bang my head to the wall. It's the day when I force myself to sleep really early. I know I have a kid and all but that doesn't mean I should stop living my (single) life, does it?
I know what you're going to say: I should just ask someone - anyone - out and I probably should but the problem with that is it seems like almost all of the people I want to be with on a Friday night would rather be with someone else. That, or they're too far away from the place where I wanna hangout (I can't adjust as of the moment, I don't have the financial capacity to just yet).
If it isn't obvious yet, I'm not really looking forward to tomorrow. There might be a turn of events, yes, but I'm not entirely counting on it.
Tuesday, June 4, 2013
A Welcome Distraction
Last Sunday, Kat and I went to the Arena to witness the DLSU-ADMU Dream Game Part 2, which they called The Revenge. They should've called it The Repeat. LOL.
Anyway, since I am on Oplan GetOverHim, Joseph Yeo's amazing smile and pogi moves on the hardcourt is a welcome distraction.
And the money shot. Drum roll please...
The thirties definitely look good on The Ninja. I don't think I will ever get tired of his face.
Thank you, Joseph Yeo, for distracting me from the impending heartache even for just a few days. I know I have to get back to reality and start moving on from him but you, I will never tire of loving.
Anyway, since I am on Oplan GetOverHim, Joseph Yeo's amazing smile and pogi moves on the hardcourt is a welcome distraction.
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| This shot with Ren Ren is so adorbs, I'd kiss them both if I could. |
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| Even caught in mid-sentence, he still looks damn good. Having Chris Tiu in the same frame makes the photo even more breathtaking. Sorry, TY. |
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| Game face: ON. Pogi parin. |
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| Half of his face? No problem! Pogi parin! |
And the money shot. Drum roll please...
The thirties definitely look good on The Ninja. I don't think I will ever get tired of his face.
Thank you, Joseph Yeo, for distracting me from the impending heartache even for just a few days. I know I have to get back to reality and start moving on from him but you, I will never tire of loving.
Photos taken from my good friend, Les', Facebook page.
Saturday, June 1, 2013
I Drive Myself Crazy (Thinking of You)
No, I am not posting lyrics or the music video of the song. It's just that these past few days, I really have been driving myself crazy thinking of College Guy.
I started my week waking up from a dream where he's so in love with me, he knocked babydaddy cold. Everyday, I hope and pray to the high heavens for some sort of interaction and/or communication to happen between the two of us. The closest thing I got to an interaction was a star on one of my posts that I know pertains to a girl from his past. This morning, I keep on checking my phone for text messages from him even if it's a long shot to actually receive a message from him and I keep on praying that when the Viber tone rings, it's him sending me a message, asking me to have a couple of beers with him. Crazy, right?
Crazier thing is I'm actually expecting him to make a move despite the fact that he doesn't like me that way. I can do the proactive thing and ask him out myself - which would probably end all the craziness in my head - but I really can't bring myself to compose that text message. The code name I gave him in college, Frustration, really is perfect when it comes to him.
Maybe I just put too much meaning on the things that have happened between us in the past: The hug, the invitations, the looks he gave his friends... Maybe there really wasn't anything there to begin with. Maybe I was just too excited with the idea that, for the first time ever in 7 years, the both of us are single at the same time.
I came to the conclusion, though, that I am just setting myself up for destruction, one that's gonna happen anytime soon if I don't stop this nonsense. I hope this little message I wrote to myself will help me quit this crazy addiction once and for all:
Note: I know I am a universe-and-law-of-attraction kind of person but I guess some things are just really not meant to be. I am realistic enough to accept that. Besides, I haven't been single in 10 years, maybe it's about time I played the field a bit... Now, where to start?
Note (again): I might be in love with him. What do you think?
I started my week waking up from a dream where he's so in love with me, he knocked babydaddy cold. Everyday, I hope and pray to the high heavens for some sort of interaction and/or communication to happen between the two of us. The closest thing I got to an interaction was a star on one of my posts that I know pertains to a girl from his past. This morning, I keep on checking my phone for text messages from him even if it's a long shot to actually receive a message from him and I keep on praying that when the Viber tone rings, it's him sending me a message, asking me to have a couple of beers with him. Crazy, right?
Crazier thing is I'm actually expecting him to make a move despite the fact that he doesn't like me that way. I can do the proactive thing and ask him out myself - which would probably end all the craziness in my head - but I really can't bring myself to compose that text message. The code name I gave him in college, Frustration, really is perfect when it comes to him.
Maybe I just put too much meaning on the things that have happened between us in the past: The hug, the invitations, the looks he gave his friends... Maybe there really wasn't anything there to begin with. Maybe I was just too excited with the idea that, for the first time ever in 7 years, the both of us are single at the same time.
I came to the conclusion, though, that I am just setting myself up for destruction, one that's gonna happen anytime soon if I don't stop this nonsense. I hope this little message I wrote to myself will help me quit this crazy addiction once and for all:
Note: I know I am a universe-and-law-of-attraction kind of person but I guess some things are just really not meant to be. I am realistic enough to accept that. Besides, I haven't been single in 10 years, maybe it's about time I played the field a bit... Now, where to start?
Note (again): I might be in love with him. What do you think?
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